*I HAVE A PROBLEM*

I[16M] wasn't like THIS before, I have escaped this world when i was 14 and since then i was really happy but in April, (new school session starts in april in india) i got into 10th grade and my downfall began i started nutting again. I stopped during November but im such a goddam idiot i entered into this fucking stupid world again and i can't leave it

If u have any advices please share