Writing down daydreams

I’m pretty sure I’ve had mdd for a long time. I had a very traumatic childhood and used this as an escape. At about 11 or 12 I created this world and since then it has evolved into a full blown addiction. I am also a very talented writer(I think mdd has played a significant role in this) I love to write and I will spend all day daydreaming and then spend every free second I have writing them down or rereading what I’ve written. I want to publish an actual book. I’ve written one but it’s so hard to stay focused because my mind constantly goes back to this world. Id never let anyone read the day dreams I’ve written down but they bring me so much comfort. I don’t want to stop I’m just wondering if anybody else has gone as far as to write out these intricate scenes. I’m like over 500,000 words deep into it and I just want to feel like someone relates