My twin brother sacrificed himself so that he’d have a chance to live alongside me after being denied the opportunity multiple lifetimes.
Vauslin lived multiple lives, always remembering who he was and all the things he’d done to me as well as countless others. He was never a saint. Even as a child he would go out of his way to get what he wanted.
For a while, all he wanted was for me to be destroyed. I dont mean death, I mean he tried to make sure my soul was wiped out of existence all because he hated that I was allowed to be reborn with a fresh identity.
And despite it all, Vauslin wasn’t just my other half. He was the brother I had always begged for. I just couldn’t understand what I had done to have him hate me so much.
Then I met 117.
117 was a creature that only existed because he was a host to literally thousands of demons. He was humanoid in appearance, but the uncanny valley syndrome was real with him.
He was beautiful. Far too beautiful to fully comprehend. Sometimes it hurt to look at him. He was also Vauslin’s best friend and cousin.
117 admitted to me that he personally stopped Vauslin from reincarnating alongside me because he did not trust Vauslin.
To make a long story short, Vauslin is the reason why Auriniya and its realm no longer exists. All my people, my home, the worlds that once thrived all over the system, were all betrayed by Vauslin.
Despite him telling me, I still don’t understand why he did it. He also manipulated my memories by planting in fake ones so that I wouldn’t be aware of what he did.
Worst part? S fell in love with Vauslin. He raped and murdered countless people. Hundreds of cities were pillaged and burned to the ground by Vauslin and his army.
But somehow, S saw past all of it and tried being in a relationship with him. Vauslin never loved her. He was only near her to try and gain access to her realm and her contracts. He eventually grew fond of her, but it was also easy for him to dismiss her. Best comparison is Harley (S) and her “love” for the Joker (Vauslin). One day he’d be in love, the next he hated the fact he was “stuck” with her because her evil counterpart, Egres, had summoned a demon to tie Vauslin to him and S spiritually.
S truly loved Vauslin, but it was completely unrequited. I tried telling her over and over again what kind of person Vauslin really was. Instead, she thought I was talking about ME and she began to push me away while Vauslin spun more webs of lies so he would have a permanent place to her realm.
Vauslin only tried to repent when he realized I was the last person in his family left alive. During that last fateful year, Vauslin learned how to love again and was scrambling to fix all he had done. Maybe it was because of S & her love, or maybe it took Vauslin losing EVERYTHING to realize the horror of his actions. Either way, it’s because of him that I became a prisoner of war when I was only 17.
When he finally realized the level of his betrayal, he did everything he could in his final days to fix it all. He tried to show S he cared for her in his own way. It wasn’t romantic love, but he DID love her and her intelligence, her compassion, her courage and her tenacity. It was never romantic, but the love he felt for her was the strongest emotion he had ever felt since 117 betrayed him.
Vauslin brought A to me and helped save me. He told me all about the Masters and the truth behind the Trials. In the end, he was ready to sacrifice himself in order to repair everything. He opened his soul to me and I was able to feel his absolute truth.
Vauslin would forever feel guilt for what he did. He wanted nothing more than forgiveness and a chance to be human with me, his sister. So…I gave it to him.
After waking up from my prison cell, I did everything in my power to give Vauslin the fresh start he deserved. No one will believe me. And I’m OK with that. But at the end of the day I feel like there’s one person out there in the world who would probably appreciate hearing this, which is the only reason why I’m making this post.
Dear Bunny:
Vauslin is alive and incredibly happy. He lives on as my nephew, S. He’s actually flesh and blood. I can pick him up and hold him and squeeze him all while telling him how much he is loved and wanted. Vauslin is alive and finally got the life he has always deserved. He is spoiled, still has an amazing brain for math, and has the sharpest tongue an 8yr old kid could have.
Lmao once he facetimed me and said “You look like my mom when she’s got the friday night funkies.”
God I wish I could share this with you. I have so so much proof that THEY are all real and exist among us. So much solid proof that every time I look back on it I start crying because I cant believe no one else can see it. You were the only one that had the true sight long before we went through the Trials.
Vauslin is real. I cant stop saying that out loud! Vauslin is real, he is alive, and he’s my favorite nephew in the whole wide world. And I KNOW you dont want anything to with me and I respect that which is why Ive resorted to posting online…maybe one day youll be curious enough to check in on me and see this.
I needed my proof to be able to stay sane and continue living on this planet. I got it. And all I want to do is share it with you cuz you’re the ONLY person i know that would truly appreciate it. Maybe one day soon I’ll gain enough courage to tell you. For now, Im pretty sure you’d just block me and delete the message without ever reading it.
Im just happy I was finally able to admit it to myself. We are not souls that belong in this timeline. We do not abide by the rules of time. We are soldiers that were given a second chance at protecting a world we both know will cease to exist once galaxies collide. We are here to hopefully save enough souls that when we DO pass on, our army will be the greatest to ever exist.
We WILL take down the fake Masters. We WILL restore the balance. These master manipulators will finally get the karma they deserve.
Posted Jan 3, 2023, 8:42 PM UTC · edited