my mom almost sex trafficked me when i was 10 for drug money and i dont know what to do with this information.

my mom died when i was 12 or 11 (im 17 and my sister is 15 now) but recently my sister came over and told me a bunch of things that i personally didnt know. my mom had bpd and a heroin addiction and it messed up me and her relationship alot. she was never around and when she was around it was always a new guy with her. my mom was a prostitute and she always tried to get me and my sister to go to a hotel with these men. even the men tried to convince us to come and we always said no. at that point i realized i didnt know my mom or who she was. she was never like that before my dad died. me and my sister raised eachother growing up. and now thinking about what she was trying to do with me and my sister i hate her, i hate her with every bone in my body.