It’s our first day back in office, and

It’s probably a bad thing if I dread it, is it? My position is pretty awesome considering I’m not expected to check emails on weekends or after hours. My executives are the nicest; I don’t get the crazy pressure from them I know others could. No one checks up on me. It’s pretty much a “make your own work” type of culture, which most people would be so grateful for. I just have so much anxiety and feel out of my element, and feel too stretched out with having to make my own structure. Maybe I’m not cut out for this, and I know it’s probably not true but don’t feel like I have any other type of job to change to where my anxiety doesn’t act up and I still get paid enough. This is mostly a just needed somewhere to vent and not be performative post, thanks for not being mean.