another dumbass complaining about their personal problems on the internet

i feel like the duck i intentionally ran over with a car last week today, because my boyfriend who constantly made me happy broke up with me today.

it turns out hes aromantic, but was in denial because he was afraid of loneliness, and also he thought i would make him happy because i was more caring than his exes, but then of course he wasnt actually happy in the relationship because of the whole being aro thing, so he decided that it would be healthier for both of us to end the relationship.

i respect the honesty and i obviously want him to be happy even at my expense, but it still feels like i just got blindsided by a freight train, thinking all this time we were happy together when in reality he wasn't, and now i'm left with a feeling of draining emptiness to the point that ive become one of those dumbasses complaining about their personal problems on the internet, but hey what can i do