How to stop wet dreams
Someone please help me for the love of god. I can’t make any sense of it. This is the only thing stopping me from being able to stay on this path. I have zero desire to jerk off, the mere thought of it makes me recoil in disgust at the sheer ridiculousness of the act. I have no desire to seek out women or to have sex. I do experience lustful thoughts from time to time but they are more of a nuisance than anything else, mostly easily ignored. The only problem is I very regularly have wet dreams. I can’t fucking stop it. There seems to be zero correlation between what I do or think during the day and whether or not they happen. I’ve had days where I straight up watched porn and nothing happened (this was a while back, I’ve been on and off this journey for a while, always failing for the same reason) and then other days where I haven’t had the slightest lustful thought whatsoever and still ended up with a wet dream. I work out daily, I meditate, I’ve tried prayer as well, nothing seems to actually work. My body seems to have a mind of its own. This shit pisses me off so much, I have to choose between trying to stay on this path and suffering from chronic sleep deprivation, because every time this disgusting shit happens I wake up and need to clean myself off, at which point I obviously can never fall asleep again. Sometimes it happens once a month, sometimes once a week, and sometimes multiple times a week. In the last five days it’s happened three times, and I’m sick and tired of it.
Posted Jan 4, 2023, 6:24 PM UTC