I finally did it!! And I am so happy❤️

We are working in the same tower. I couldn't stay NC for good. 😔 He is hoovering me sometimes. But I have never called him or texted him after I broke up with him. I am done with him. Of course It was so hard. I loved him but He has Borderline. And He is not gonna change. He is not a normal person. His reality is his current emotions. So How could I expect him to love me? I don’t want to spend my life with him.

I saw him today and I didn’t feel anything. 😃 He was just a random guy for me. I saw him but I continued talking to my friends. I feel relief.

But I wanna ask you this When he saw me his face completely change. He couldn't handle to see me. It's like he was sad. What do you think about it? Did he play the so called victim card again?