i post here too much

i just want someone to tell me im a terrible person why cant people see that i am? all i get is that im funny smart you know perfect im tired of it i hurt people. yet nobody will fight me. idk i want someone to tell me im a horrible person. danielle travis and i finnally had an explosion she chose travis and i want to die i begged travis to kill me but he wouldnt yet he knows me and danielle we still end up hanging out together and well start falling back in love and we will start doing everything over again and she will get hurt and hell want to kill me but again he wont