Had a revelation the other day

So I have been very insecure about my hoelessness (not a misspell) and I’m noticing that I might not even want a relationship at all. My life has been peaceful and happy without a girlfriend and I’m much happier and a much better friend since I have adapted to this. I feel like my mind is so clear and as if I can finally breathe clearly. I feel happy with every breath for the first time in years. Even opened my Bible this morning randomly as I do to the “Song of Songs”, and saw chapter two verse 11-13. (These verses contained the line “the season of singing has come” aswell as other lines.)

TL;DR: Teenage boy becomes aromantic and experiences true inner happiness