there’s a difference between being trans and being envious of the opposite sex

this is TMI but i couldn’t care less. i’m a cis lesbian who’s explored with her gender identity in the past and i’ve come to the conclusion that i’m cisgender. i’m most happy being called she/her, my feminine birth name, having breasts to the point where i’d like to enhance them in the future, and i embrace and love my ‘feminine’ curves. however, i want a dick so bad. so badly to the point where i get upset at the fact that i don’t have a dick. so many things seem so much easier with a dick, and i’m very into body modification and price alberts are my ‘dream’ piercing yet i don’t have a penis.

this does not make me trans. that’s what i think a lot of young people exploring their gender and tucutes struggle with, is the fact that you can want a sex characteristic of the opposite sex without being trans. you can be a cisgender male but envy people who have breasts/more defined curves/etc. you can be a cisgender female and envy having a penis/bulking easier/etc. just bc i want a dick doesn’t make me trans.

TLDR: being envious of opposite sec characteristics doesn’t always make you trans.