I’m done.

I think I want to leave. [29M][29F]

[29M] [29F] We have been together for 9 years. I’m numb now. I think i’ve reached that point some women talk about when they have “checked out”.

I’ve caught him on social media flirting with girls. Texting girls and has caught him texting his ex multiple times. That went on for some time. Back and forth cycle im sorrys and endless arguments. Yeah im dumb for staying this long.

The last i’d say 2 years he’s tried to change but still slack in areas. He’s noticed my lack of caring and recently has said I don’t give him “attention”. yeah. sure.

But I feel physically stuck. We have a 7 year old and In this economy i’m not sure if I can even afford to live on my own. At this point I feel like it’s just sex with a roommate. That’s not even entertaining anymore for me.

I’ve wasted so much time. Idk how to get out without it being a big blowup. Going about co parenting and everything. Knowing him I doubt he’s going to let me walk away peacefully.