[F22] Discovered I want it to happen with my Dad

Hey there:)….. Since my childhood I was into taboo porn. Every time it got crazy and more pervy. Incestporn was the logical next step. Before that I never had this kind of thoughts. From this moment on I experienced my family trough different eyes. Every time since then as I heard my mom get fucked by my Dad I was so horny and masturbated afterwards. I was imagining that I am her in that moment. I dressed more slutty around him, sometimes only my underwear:). I even tried to sit on his lap and get him hard but not so obvious as it maybe sounds. I was really careful always. Yesterday I chatted with a person on here that showed me that such thoughts aren’t taboo if you don’t reproduce. Idk about that. Maybe there are people that will understand my situation idk how to proceed with that. I’m still living at home, that doesn’t makes it easier for me.

Maybe there are even girls in a similar situation:)

Lola