How can I have glaucoma damage when no doctor diagnoses it?
Note: Dad had glaucoma and glaucoma blindness.
I had very bad pains in my eyes in the early 2000's, so bad I went to the emergency room. I had Retinopathy of Prematurity after birth and remained monocular due to low vision and a bundle of blood vessels in one eye so no risks were taken. I went to a glaucoma specialist with all kinds of credentials who diagnosed glaucoma. My pressure varied wildly, even on medication and then specialist saw me every four months with extensive yearly testing.
When I left that doctor and went to a less well-trained opthalmologist, he denied I had glaucoma and accused me of using the prior doctor to qualify for a medical marijuana card. Horrible scene. BTW, I had a card for chronic pain and migraines, not glaucoma.
I moved to New Mexico which has very few specialists and most eye doctors are DOs. Four different DOs reporting to full MDs have said I have no signs of glaucoma. I finally bumped into a DO who recognized ROP in one eye only so I stick with her. None of these professionals would let me take Lexapro.
During the pandemic I was truly locked down and couldn't leave isolation. I noticed a blur in my good eye. Thought I was imagining it at first but finally called The doctor and pleaded to get back on meds. She thought it would do no harm and it shut me up, so I got it.
Now I've had tests to determine why this blur and it comes back as glaucoma blindness. When I asked how that could be the case as she had told me it was physically impossible that I had glaucoma - nerves too thick and other indicators - and she just told me the tests don't lie. Still insists I have no glaucoma but will keep prescribing Lexapro for now.
How do I explain this to myself? I've always been annoyed that none of these DOs would access the Denver specialist's ton of records taken over 15 years. I'm accused of lying but a specialist tested regularly and my pressure vacillates between 13 and 20 on Lexapro.
This is crazy-making and I seem to be a problem patient. If I'm nuts and making this all up, my dad's history and 15 years of successful treatment confuses me. Is there's a rare form of glaucoma that my DOs may not be catching?
I'm pretty scared.
During the worst part of the pandemic I notice
Posted Feb 18, 2023, 5:47 PM UTC
Forgive me if you've already done this, but have you gone to this site? https://glaucoma.org/
The foundation for glaucoma research may have some ideas for you.
It might be a good place to start. How frustrating this must be, to see your vision failing and nobody willing to fight for you. I'm so sorry this is happening, and frustrated on your behalf.
You might also check local colleges or universities to see if they have medical schools, or if they can recommend any resources for you. It would be optimal if you could find a teaching hospital or someplace with an ophthalmological specialty.
It seems that the only person willing to fight for you right now is you. You need to be your own advocate, push back to your insurance, assuming you have it.
Please keep checking back for more comments. This is a very caring community, and I'm hopeful that we can put our heads together and come up with something that will help you.
There's a lot to be said for not taking no for an answer. This is an important battle and it's very much worth fighting. We're all on your side.
Post back and let us know how you're doing please?
Thank you for your kindness. I'm going to see if I missed anything on the glaucoma site. It's been a bit.