I don’t deserve to be a virgin

Before you all say “ummm you’re not entitled to other people’s bodies you disgusting potential rapist” because the world loves to shit on virgin men.

I obviously don’t mean I’m entitled to anyone’s body. I don’t deserve to be a virgin anymore than someone who lives healthily deserves to get cancer, not that they would be entitled to someone’s liver.

Get it now?

And I’ve done EVERYTHING that can be done. I don’t deserve this I’ve put in 10x the effort of the average man who gets to have sex effortlessly meanwhile because I’m 5’6 ugly and autistic I’ll never experience a basic human need. So I can never be even content for a second. Only miserable.