Reminded of my place, 9 weeks of denial

(i’m non-binary, plz don’t call me a girl! )

i’m inching towards completing my 10 weeks of orgasm denial! why an accomplishment! i asked sir if he preferred now that i don’t have orgasms anymore and have ruins much less now and he said definitely. before my ruins are limited i would always try to get out of riding sir when he asked because i prefer to get fucked and i get tired easily. but now that i have much less ruins (it’s been more than a week since my last), i’m now begging sir to let me ride him when he tells me he’s too tired for sex and just wants to relax. i’m just so happy to have my cunt filled that i’m now begging him to let me service him by riding him which was something i wouldn’t do in the past. before when i would offer to ride him i would give up 3 mins in because of how my thighs get sore but now i’m riding as hard as i can for almost half and hour just so i can pleasure him while he watches youtube and relax on the bed and pulls on the chain connected to my nipple clamps. i think we have reserved sir fucking me as a reward now since he would much rather relax while being pleasure by my cunt , and i would always make sure to squeeze my wall as as tight as possible to provide him with the maximum pleasure.

“it’s more of a me thing than a you thing, not sure if it would even feel good for u”, he replied when i asked if he enjoyed the orgasms i gave him. “u know, only daddy’s and sirs can enjoy orgasms right? denial sluts like you can only find pleasure in having a full cunt and ass and keeping ur pussy wet constantly, and maybe a ruin every now and then can be pleasurable but orgasms would only make you sad and dry! why would u want that? you have to remember orgasm are for daddy’s and sirs only so you don’t get hurt from being silly and chasing an orgasm! i’ll let you know when it is safe for you to have a ruin though, and you know it’s the safest after you have made me cum a lot from your denied pussy.” all i felt was my grool dripping down my thighs as i reached for the butt plug for the third day in a row (before all this i was reaching for the plug maybe once a month, my ass is so sore yet i still crave for it to be filled) to fill that void in my hole.