Getting Older

Happy vent? Sort of?

I’ve been having trouble w my testosterone for a while bc I felt like I wasn’t having many effects at all but going back on old videos it’s clear ☺️🙏. My voice is MUCH deeper now, I am very far from being able to do my Ariana Grande impression anymore (it’s just squeaky and cracks now), and even better, ITS CONSISTENTLY DEEP!! I’ve been annoyed bc I felt like my voice was only deep in the morning or at night but now it’s deep all the time :)) happy about that. Also! My ‘tache is getting darker and I’m starting to have hair on the sides of my face and under my lip. Another thing! I’m at the point in my transition where I’m much more secure with my gender identity. I’ve always had a hard time with misgendering but now I only really get misgendered from people I’m just now reconnecting with (I now have the confidence to do that lol) + people who are being mean. I kind of shrug it off in a “oh you look ridiculous to be misgendering me” kind of way and now THEY are the ones that get embarrassed lmaooo. Just happy. Never thought I’d make it this far or even come out tbh. Look at me! Haha.