Mushrooms have always been hard on me

I’ve been tripping for the better part in 15 years and I love to trip. Typically I do it to party at a concert or pair it with alcohol and trip solo at home. My preference is LSD, because the handful of mushroom trips I’ve had have been mostly weird.

I have a hunch psilocybin will be very therapeutic for me and some issues I have drinking, but I’m just fucking scared to stare that problem in the face with mushies, but really want to, at the same time.

The thought of taking a couple of grams and sitting by the ocean with peaceful music is really appealing to me…

Any tips for getting over the fear, letting go, and diving in?