Im tired

Ive been struggling with emotionally&physical dv from my older brother…only my dad cared and he died 5y ago. then…it gotten worse, its not “that bad”, but i cant do this anymore. im a woman, 24, and just now opening up to people about this& i feel like no one believes me or at least dont care. he also knows how to hide it so well and act all nice & sensitive. ive found old posts from when i was 13 wanting to km i just can’t anymore i feel trapped in here. -renting in my country is so expensive i can’t afford it -im afraid if ill call the police my mom will kick me out since she’s favorites him and always takes his side