I just want a parent.

I’m 28. When will this feeling go away?

Constantly longing for someone to care about me has been paralyzing.

I’ve internalized my parents hatred and indifference for me. I don’t even try at life anymore.

I have zero aspirations. Nothing to hope for. Nothing to look forward to. I don’t see myself marrying or having kids.

This is it. What’s the point in being here if I can’t overcome this?