Figuring out what religion I should practice

Hi, I'm a confused high schooler just trying to find out what religion I would most likely join/practice. My main beliefs are listed as followed:

Reincarnation

Choosing where to go in the afterlife (reincarnation, heaven, hell, etc.)

Forgiveness

Balance/Peace

Spiritual (only a bit)

But that's all, I've looked and haven't found one that I truly believe/like, I was previously a Christian and was baptized as such though I truly feel like my heart is destined for a different turn. I believe that they're maybe a god though I can't say for sure. If anyone can even slightly help me and guide my soul, I'd appreciate it so much and pray that you may find peace.