Has survivor made you a lil insensitive/numb to crying?

Now this is not an attack, and this is what I mean:

When I first started watching Survivor I was all about those personal stories and got sad when contestants were sad. Nowadays, i do get sad abt really big things such as when rewatching the scene where Zeke is outed or adams story about his mom but in general i get soooo annoyed with all the crying. I skip over those scenes bc im just so done with it. And im worried its made me an insensitive person.