Clairaudient | Funeral Home

Hi everyone. I use to be very open in my early twenties, channeling and clair-everything. Clairaudient being a special one. I sort of lost the ability when I was in a 5 year abusive relationship. However, my family owns a funeral home & works there. So during those early years, I moved back in with my parents and most clairaudient moments were in my sleep. My passed relatives and mostly good spirits talking to me a blurry state of sleep, I can see them on the other side. They’d wake me up because I was going through a very hard time + I had kids to take care of.

Flash forward to my 30s, I moved out with my current partner & had to move back in to my parents again. I’m pregnant and he got his dream job, but it’s 3 hours away so we are in this major transition (can’t wait to see him ❤️) I was not expecting to be seeing as much spirits or hearing them at a pretty good distance that I can measure. I understand I am open but being open in a funeral home is not… fun. It all opens at night and the voices aren’t evil, just felt that there was multiple things going on. My walls are banging, my doors are slamming and mostly when I’m alone, I hear people talking in the other room.

I was so strong about my gifts when my kids were young, but now I’m worried about my baby. Im so tired. I want to be able to control my gifts, and not let it control me. My main mental picture I use to do was pretend a switch was on the back my neck and I could turn my clairs on or off 0-10 like a kitchen timer. That doesn’t work anymore.

Is the pregnancy causing me to open? Just talking about it, I felt like my right ear needed to pop, it made the weirdest nose like voltage. What can I do?