I still need my mom

I turned 40 in December. Ever since then I started experiencing women health stuff that I am anxious over. Either body changes, concerns that come with age, and she was the first and only person I’d call after every appointment. I don’t have her or that support any longer and it is almost a physical pain.

My mom’s life ended when cervical AND peritoneal cancers were too much for her body to handle.

It was too aggressive. She didn’t stand a chance.

My entire universe changed June.2019. She was 60 and I was 36.