I Barely Give A Fuck About Anything.

Lately, there has been so much judgement, school work, bad times, and other experiences piled upon me that I really don't give a fuck about anything anymore. I have so much school work to do, but I DGAF about it. I don't care what anyone thinks of me anymore, no matter if they are strangers or my friends or family or what. I used to want to be an engineer or something, (in my last year of high school atm) but now I really don't give a fuck and I don't even know if I want to go to university. I'm not even sure if I'd be a good engineer, so I don't know what to do.

Everyone I know is starting to piss me off, except for a select few of my friends. However, other friends of mine are annoying as fuck and I've just decided to drop contact with them. Everyone in my school is fucking retarded, they are either insanely stupid, narcissistic cunts, debeneficial compositions of oxygen-waste, or frequently all three.

Don't get me wrong, this post does have a negative tone to it; but I haven't felt this good in a while. That is also the problem though. I'm close to graduating, and I could do significantly well in the world if I wished. I'm not sure if I wish for that anymore though. My parents want me to, and I used to want to -- but now I'm not sure if it's worth it.