I don't know what to do anymore.

I can't even begin to type all of it, so I'll just put it into bullets.

-Had depression since 9th grade

-It's been getting worse and worse

-Mom got cancer in 9th grade

-Found out about two weeks ago it spread to her brain; she has a 7cm tumor.

I can't deal with all of this. there's so much more but i can't even begin to know how to explain it....I'm 16, I want my mom to be there in my life. It's so hard seeing her this way, even though she still has a great sense of humor I don't want her to die. And I get so angry when I hear kids disrespect their mom.

Also, I've had to talk with her about funeral stuff, and if I would live with my stepdad or my real dad (in another state) if she died...It came out to be that my real dad would move to the town I live in, and I''d stay with him..even though he said he won't take me away from my moms side of the family I know he will...I don't even know what to do. It's been 2weeks of crying, no sleep; and if I do sleep it's nightmares, headaches, stress and worsening depression. I need help. I don't know how though.