What I wish I could to say to my friends and family.

No mum, I'm not lazy, In all honestly I hate spending every waking minute hiding in my room on the internet doing nothing, but that's the only way I can distract myself from worrying, the only thing that's always there for me when my hearts trying to jump out my sinking chest.

No friends from school, I'm not lazy, not going into school, and skipping lessons is because every fiber in my body is telling me not go in, because I know that all those eyes will be there waiting to stare, all those mouths will just talk at the same time and fill my head until it feels like exploding.

I'm not really sure why I wrote this, but I just really felt like venting.