Trying to get things back on track...

Went through a major life change 3 weeks ago when longterm GF (3 years) left me. I was the cause of the break up, and have been seeking help/talking with a pro. (depression, alcohol, anger...)

We were a good couple, not great, but we both worked hard to better our relationship, and had reached a good place where we had a plan for the future. (marraige, children, house) We were getting better.

Due to (IMHO) me being who I am, she just grew frustrated and decided to move on. I don't blame her, and harbor no ill feelings to her.

The thing is, it hurts. Really hurts.

I have excellent friends and co-workers, who try to keep my spirits up, but I just can't seem to get the ball rolling.

(mods, feel free to move/delete this... not really too happy)