Just tried DMT

So I just tried DMT for the first time and never again. That was the single most frightening event that has ever taken place in my life. I know a lot of you guys here love it, but it is not for me. I completely lost myself. It was indescribable. I broke down and cried for ten minutes afterwards. I'm having a hard time even trying to type this, so excuse the poor....well...everything. Drugs have been really great to me in the past but I feel like this experience has forever altered my being. I think I am done pushing my mind. Anybody else ever had a just an awful experience with this? I apologize for being all over the place. Thanks for reading.

Edit: Thanks guys I have come back now but still very unsettled. I don't want to demonise this in anyway. It was quite the experience under different circumstances it would have been an amazing journey. Buy the ticket, take the ride!