First Time SEX

I am raliva.i m 19. I lost my virginity when i was 17. It was with this guy in my school (or you can call my ''crush''). He was also 17. He kinda flirted with me then i would flirt back. Then gradually we started to date. Once when we were in his bedroom, we kinda had oral sex. Then, he asked me whether i was ready for having sex or not. First i declined but then i felt ready and said yes. He asked me a number of times, and i would agree. When he inserted his penis, it hurted like hell. Then, i pushed him back. He understood and told me to get dressed...till today we're dating. I am happy that i lost my virginity to him. I am really very glad. But every time, with every girl, this type of luck can't be achived. So i'm just telling that think once before you are ready to do this. I am really my boy. Be careful :-)