Psychosis?

EVERYONE LAUGHS AT ME! The world laughs at me. Just yesterday I got home after school and went up stairs, on the stairs I passed my mum and she giggled. A snigger. She was laughing at me my sister laughs at me too and everyone on the buses and in the school. I can't get away from it I laid in bed but I could still hear it, the laughing. I know why people laugh at me as well I see it in there eyes well only when they don't I can see them but I do. there are people in my life who are in control of more things than it would appear they play games with me they find it funny. It is like when a group of children find a kid from another country, he can speak very good English and so they tell him that cunt is a way of saying thank you. They laugh when he calls the teacher a cunt after she helps him with his maths. I am that boy they are from somewhere else somewhere I have never been or known and they just want to see me squirm