I'll get it off my chest

Been thinking about this for a few days. Was hugely embarrassed in front of a lot of people a few days ago as I was leaving my job. They all got round and just basically said how shit I was. It's a bit crap considering that's what I wanted to do with my life. It's pretty much a write-off now. I tried to do the right thing and failed, and people who do the right thing or try to be honest just get fucked over.

Anyway, I'm pretty comfortable with the whole idea. Not particularly scared of it, just I know I can't go back. I don't have that many people who would really miss me. Just my mum and dad probably and it'd be too harsh for them. However, it's not really worthwhile staying alive just to satisfy other people.

I'm just happy to send it off. I achieved a lot so far in my time here and don't really think I'll get much more. Just don't know who to talk to. Sorry if this is a pain in the arse for you all!