Pretty depressed, as a sex addict I can't no fap for the life of me. [BI.Male, if that disgusts you, sorry go else where]

I workout as much as I can, eat right, but that may increased my testosterone along with no fap, but I relapsed twice in a row, not with porn but with my sexual fantasies, me and this girl were just talking about rough sex, and I'm gonna have sex with her sat to get our minds off finals and as a stress reliever. I'm a bisexual male, no matter how long I go for no fap, I can't help but think about going down on a girl or a guy, the longer I do this the less I think about the person I want to have sex with but the penis or vagina itself. Seeing it brought to orgasm in person brings me to orgasm. I don't know where else to turn to this ,or if this is the right place, I tried to go for no fap for merely having will power and discipline, and to slowly counteract ED porn gave me. I gave up porn, and stopped with a once a month trip to a video booth for anonymous sex and porn which is worse then PMO. I haven't touched porn or used it so I should be glad I'm using my imagination, and fantasies. I feel like i'm utterly addicted to sex and being used. I feel excited and can't wait to spend New Years eve at a BDSM party. I am seeing a Psychologist twice a week to get a handle on this, just wanted to vent, didn't know where else to put this.