Delena fans 4x07 May contain Spoilers read with caution

Ok after watching the most recent episode, having a panic attack and spilling my nail polish base all over my hands I’ve come to my senses and realized many things.

1. is it just me or is Stephan just really selfish, he used to be my favorite of the Salvatore brother but now he’s just kinda pissing me off. I don’t even think that its how the writers are writing him now...I feel he’s always been selfish with Elena and now he’s using Jeremy to find a cure...once and if they find it and if she even takes it does he really think things will go back to normal? She’s going to be pissed about how he handled things with Jeremy! I understand Caroline’s hatred for Damon and why she doesn’t want her friend to be with him that’s 100% understandable Damon was horrible to her in the beginning so that’s whatever, but Stephan is being bitter and selfish and that’s not out of character.

2. i LOVED how they used Ed Sheeran with BOTH of the Delena dances "Give me Love" and "Kiss me" I don’t know if anyone else is a Ed Sheeran stan but I kinda am and i almost cried from happiness when they played my two favorite songs from + for my favorite couple! i believe the vampire diaries is really good at song choice I’ve really come to enjoy the music they pick it really relates.

3. This whole sire bullshit is kinda pissing me off first of all they made this bullshit claim during Kiss me I don’t even fully know what happened to my emotion it was a toss between happiness, excitement, hatred, sadness and they just went in a loop over and over again until the scene was over. Now my understanding was that siring didn’t effect your emotions towards the person it just made you do what they said. Does this mean that Elena’s feelings towards Damon are sincere or are they going to spin it and make it so she doesn’t actually have these feeling and Stephan’s going to get her back all will be “ right “ in the Stephan Elena Damon love triangle. That bullshit why does Stephan always seem to end on top when he is so flawed in many ways (no offense to Stelena fans or just Stephan fans in general) Stephan’s a ticking time bomb with his ripper dark side.

4. Along with being a total Delena stan I also ship Klaus and Caroline like seriously? They would be amazing I think I just love everything Joseph Morgan does like every movement? Yum.

Ok im done ranting and being upset I doubt you guys will read this far but I had to get it out lol Delena fans were you as upset as i was??

Edit: spelling