Oh my god, I'm the lame teacher...

So...I teach middle and high school students math. I'm usually the class favorite (to the point where they're like "YAY YOU'RE HERE OMG YAY!!!!"

I finally am getting to feel "normal", on my meds, and just realized...I'm the lame teacher this semester. I feel like a failure...but normal...but I don't even know. This is annoying!