72 Hours.

Hey. I am 72 hours sober, having just gotten off a three-day post-breakup bender where I woke up on a bus stop bench in a different city.

Yeah, it's pretty fucking bad.

I have been an on-and-off drinker for the last five years, have dealt with some persistant psychological problems (depression, anxiety), and some heretofore moderate alternate forms of substance abuse. I don't want to do AA (sorry, I don't knock people who try it-they sure as fuck are better at being sober than I am-but it's really a non-negotiable thing for me).

I just need a kind word. Some support. A little guidance.

I don't know what to do with myself right now. My heart is breaking and I am tired.

So fucking tired.

Anyway, thanks.