40 weeks today!

Hello! I am 40 weeks today and am exhausted. I feel so done with this pregnancy, and he is NOT COMING. No matter what I do, from walking to yoga balls to eating spicy food. Nothing is happening.

At my last OB appointment she said my cervix is still way up there but is super effaced and I am 2cm dilated. I asked about induction and Nurse practioner said at 42 weeks they would do it. I asked to speak with a differebt OB who was there and he agreed to have me Induced on the 14th. So 1 week away. However, they don't wanna give me a time until they see me on tuesday, for the final 40 week visit.

Baby has been moving less and less, but at triage yesterday they said his heartrate was good and I was having zero contractions. They sent me home.

With my first he came at 37 weeks, maybe that's why this feels so terrible. I'm exhausted. It feels like it won't happen Naturally. I wish it would.

Sorry I just needed to rant.