DAE get grossed out by all bodily fluids

DAE think other people’s bodily fluids are gross? Even your partner’s even though you love them? I’m really grossed out by semen, vaginal fluid, even sweat. Saliva too although not as much as I used to be. I’m working on that.

I’m ok with my own fluids but I assume everyone else is as grossed out as I am by other people’s stuff. My girlfriend says she wants to taste me. I hardly ever let her go down on me and if she does it’s when I’m straight out of the shower and I taste like soap.

Why am I so grossed out? It doesn’t really make sense, does it?

Animal fluids don’t bother me (beyond what I think it probably normal for most people) just human stuff. I’d rather clean a pile of dog poo than touch human sweat.

I should also say that I really hate body odors, too, I think more than most people. I should love the mild body odor if my partner, right? I should like the way she smells, right? (I’m not saying my partner is stinky at all, just saying I hate everyone’s odor even if it’s barely there.)

Why am I like this? Is there hope for me?