I'm a wannabe cuck

So I've been asking my wife to fuck other men for over 14 years now and she won't do it for real. We roleplay cuckold in the bedroom with dirty talk and dildos and gets off to the idea of it. I have accepted the fact that it will never actually happen. So I have fun with the roleplay we do. We often use friends names in our roleplay and it gets her soaked and she squirts so many times. Her favorite two are guys that I have worked with in the Army, one being my first gunner/team leader. He is a tall big black guy, so we bought a dildo and named it after him. The other favorite is one of my old gunners when I was his section sergeant. We also have a dildo named after him. So when we are in the mood to play cuck I ask her who she wants to fuck her and she picks which one or sometimes both. I'll get he pussy wet by licking then ill grab the dildo and push it in slowly, ill tease her with its girth and make her beg for so and so to fuck her. Makes her cum almost instantly. To deepen our play we have other toys too, I have a male chastity that I have worn for 3 days in a row before. But almost always after I use thr dildos on her she let's me put my dick in her. She always tells me that she can barely feel my dick after she has been stretched. I then cum so fast in her stretched loose pussy. That's just a bit of what we do for our fun in the bedroom hope you enjoyed it.