I fucked up at work AGAIN.

I’m so over this shit, I miss my old job that I was actually good at. The feeling of fucking up at this new job is literally killing me, it’s the simplest thing and it’s the same thing twice in a row. I fucking hate myself. And I even asked my manager if it was okay before I proceeded and he said yes, then I’m the one that fucks up. Just over this shit, what’s wrong with me, it’s so simple compared to my old job and yet I’m fucking up more. Literally doing everything in my power to hold back the tears….. im not good at failure. It’s ruining my self esteem and honesty I’m in the mood to simply not show up tomorrow.. I can’t handle doing something wrong, im not capable of it.