28[F4M] I love giving guys jerk off instructions as they call me mommy

I'm pretty experienced on the dirty side of reddit but keep deleting my accounts to try and stop my addiction. It isn't working... It may be because of one of my favourite activities on here. I love telling guys what to do and having control of them, even telling them exactly how to jerk off. I especially love it when we do a roleplay and they pretend to be my stepson, nephew or student. There's something so hot about a guy moaning "mommy" as he cums. I don't know why it turns me on so much but I think it's part of why I'm so addicted to dominating, degradation, humiliation and,daily cum session,