Stage 5: Do you feel really, really alert?
I'm just starting working on stage 5. I have found that I can recognize subtle dullness pretty intuitively just by noticing that the clarity of my observation declines steadily. It's like a windshield that's slowly fogging up.
But the book kind of implies that the opposite of dullness can be easily imagined by considering a situation where you're very alert, like how someone might get when they're in a tense situation. The book says that MOST of the time, we're in a kind of mild, stable subtle dullness, and this stage helps us clear that away so we're more persistently alert. Sounds great! I honestly struggle with this daily.
But I guess I'm wondering if anyone has experienced that directly and if you can describe the quality of alertness you feel as a result. For instance, is it different from how I might feel after I drink a bunch of coffee? Is it the level of alertness I might feel while I'm engaged in something engrossing and challenging (a difficult video game or maybe doing martial arts or something like that)? Or is the difference more subtle?
When I sit, I can tell if my dullness increases over BASELINE, but it doesn't really occur to me to push it further, and I guess I'm not sure what that would feel like. I know there are probably times when I'm even more alert, but doesn't that involve adrenaline or some other neurochemical component that isn't going to be present during meditation? This is what leads me to ask if the quality of alertness you get from the exercises in this stage (working with intention and body scans) is somewhat different from, say, sparring in my martial arts class. Or maybe it isn't different! I don't know!
Posted Jul 24, 2023, 11:50 PM UTC
Hi,
These are my experiences..
Just like any other mental states... alertness has various intensity levels. Like you mentioned, the kind of alertness we feel during video games, or any other life threatening situation can be extremely intense and often cannot be sustained for long periods because it is going to take a lot of energy and ultimately draining. Imagine playing video games for a whole day and how it feels draining at the end.
However, imagine the kind of alterness you feel while watching a warm sunset on your favorite vacation spot. This kind of relaxed alertness is quite invigorating at the same time don't feel like draining even if you have to maintain this for a long period. See how this alterness feels compared to dullness. You need to bring back the mind again and again to relaxed alterness when it slips to dullness.
One way to feel the relaxed alterness is to train the mind to see the body in awareness. During relaxed states our body feels extremely light and comfortable.
Hope this helps.
It does! I am kind of on a vacation right now, for one more day, so your example is a good one! I'll make the intention for myself to pay attention to my alertness as I go about my day tomorrow and see what it's like. I can JUST imagine the feeling I had earlier today when I was on a walk in nature... but being more intentional about experiencing that clearly will definitely help!
Thanks for the response!