I just dodge a sneaky urge

Before SR, I was not as clean as today. I followed a ton of reddit pages that had corn as the main topic. About 15 days ago I unsubscribe from all the pages, unsave all corn posts, go to the settings and activate the nfsw filter.

Yesterday a post written in semen retention or nofap (i follow both) was nfsw but no image so I went to disabled nfsw filters in settings to read the post. I wondered if it was necessary for me to restore it since I managed to hold out so far, I chose caution and reactivated the filter.

This morning, my news feed was FULL of horny posts, the very teasing titles readable but fortunately all the images were filtered due to my previous decision, I felt a sudden and immense urge to dive back but i said to myself: that's it? Do you really want to save 15 days for this? I went again to unfollow all pages and block posts. I held on and I'm proud of myself. Tonight I transmuted by going to workout outside. And before sleeping I'm going to follow an anti-corn meditation that kept me going the first week and hopefully the weeks to come. The moral is not to let your guard down. I came very close. I think it was a test. Hold on, if an emergency comes, don't have in mind the temporary pleasure it can bring you, but the destruction of all your efforts with a single of weakness. Get out of the well. The parishes are slippery but the exit is visible and the world is offered to you once on solid ground.

As you has understood, I've previously blocked the pages that popped today so I think it was a divine test to verify that I was serious in my approach and thus give me the strength to continue my new lifestyle.