I wake up every morning

Missing you. I dreamed about you the whole night last night in different scenarios. I can't exactly remember the dreams, I just know they were all of you. When will missing you end? Why couldn't you have just used your words to break my heart so I could hate you? This is the worst kind of punishment and I don't even know what exactly I'm being punished for. I wish I didn't miss you. I wish I didn't think of you at all. I guess I'm mourning you again.