I joked that I’m trying to find my purpose in life. But I don’t think it’s a joke.

I was walking around the house today looking for something. My dad asked me what I was doing. And I jokingly replied without hesitation, “I’m looking for my purpose to live. Haha just kidding.” He chuckles and jokingly replies, “crazy”, but in my language. But it’s late at night now and I’m just thinking to myself. Yeah that was def 100% true, even if I was actually looking for something earlier. I don’t know what I need or what I have to do at this point in my life. Stuck at a crossroads really. That’s all. K thanks for reading.