San Jose 37 long-time closeted sissy for first sissy playmate or masculine Daddy

For years I've been a closeted CD and never been with anyone but women. I'm interested in exploring my fem side genuinely (not just in the context of the fetish). I have been "straight" my whole life but I believe I may have recently opened Pandora's Box in terms of attraction to men. Hoping to explore that more with you and of course make you very, very happy in the process. ;)

My appearance: I'm 5'10", white, wear wig when dressing, 5 inch penis, and while I have some body hair, I've accepted that I'll need to shave, have in the past, and will. Face is not passable now, but I have clothes and plenty of makeup and have reason to believe I could be convincing one day if I "went all the way." Slim-ish but with a "thick" butt and thighs for a guy. I'm also dieting and exercising with the goal of getting a more fem body. Outside of the fetish, I'm a pretty dorky guy - into tech, hiking, science, movies, and all that good stuff. :)

Seeking one or the other (not both):

1. another sissy (slim, shaved or no hair) for play/encouraging each other, or
2. straight man (must be top ONLY)

Open to something vanilla or with more BDSM/sissification activities (tasks, training, hypnosis, etc.). For a Dom, would love if you're into long-term physical and psychological training. Looking for play but with thoughtfulness and intelligence, so please don't waste your time if you're just interested in a quick busting of your nut. No one-night-stands, no blow-and-go, no "Hey I have a hotel tonight, come over."

We'd get STD tested before any physical play and also agree to mutual exclusivity until otherwise specified, for safety reasons.

For pics and more info: I have some pics on Fet (Username in my profile). If you don't use Fet, I will consider sharing pics by Reddit DM.

If you're interested, DM me. Pics appreciated.

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