This is the outro to a poem of mine and for a person who never experienced heartbreak (just imagined it), it's decent, right?

I like playing it toughy but I gotta say

I still wish for someone to treat me the same way

I'm afraid of closing my eyes when I go to sleep

cause you crawl into my dreams and creep

I wake up, push my head into my chest and weep

I wish I never loved you that deep

I wanted to draw a dick on all of your clothes

But you see one every morning in the mirror I suppose

And I always text and wait for a reply I'll never get

You seem to move on so fast, but how can I ever forget

Did I text too early or too late? I don't know yet

Maybe it was never the timing, maybe I just made you upset