i might kill my self.

i cant do it anymore. i just want it to be over, im tired of being sad all day and not doing anything, i cant bring my self to do anything and when i do i cant keep doing it i just give up. i have one friend who barely talks to me i really like him i really do and hes the only thing keeping me afloat right now but he wont miss me when im gone. i cut my self for the first time a few weeks ago and im repulsed by the scars. this post was kinda messy but im at rock bottom, good bye.