Hi guys I think I need some advice

I told my therapist in 2021 that I age regress, she doesn’t accept it but said it’s ultimately my choice in the end. But I’m always anxious about it when I’m not regressing because I can’t get her words out of my head, when I’m regressing I have a great time I love agere and don’t want to quit, but I’m very much a people pleaser and have almost quit a few times to please her, even though it’s not what I want. How can I finally once and for all stop worrying what my therapist thinks, and keep age regression in my life, I love it it’s so healing and it’s what’s best for me thanks for any and all advice 💜