I’m so fucking angry all the time

I’m a loud and eccentric person. My friends say I’m really funny but I’m mean. I’m mean and angry all the time. Every time someone does something that I find even a little bit annoying, I start getting loud and they’re always like “why are you so mad?” Or “it’s not that serious.” I agree with them, it’s not that serious but I feel like I channel all my rage and anger into any little thing that I get annoyed at. It’s to the point where I want to hurt my friends like badly. I don’t know what to do anymore about it. I hate that I’m just so fucking furious all the time. I’ve had thoughts about beating up or killing people around me because of how much they piss me off. Anger is an emotion I will always feel no matter what. I feel like there is always something that makes me mad no matter the circumstances. My dad was abusive and also a very angry man. I most likely got it from him. I mean I am my fathers daughter. And I hate that. I that he had done this to me. I’m so angry all the time even to tears. I want to just rip out all of my hair and scream and cry. I hate it so much.